Saturday, May 18, 2024

Until the water runs clear

Close your eyes, There, can you see it?
The lens through which you judge the things I say.
It's just like mine, if you can believe it
But it ultimately differs night and day
When I try to make it nice, it gets worse
And no amount of love can change the course
The more I try to smooth out the cracks
I just can't seem to get you off my back

… Is it too late for me?
How will I be remembered when I leave?
Let it rain on me, Let the water trickle down until I'm clean, Until the water runs clear....
… You say we're the same
Yeah, do you mean it?
When you say you don't see color
Don't see me?
And my inherited shame
Yeah, can you feel it?
The burden of my father now on me

… I don't think I'm meant for this world
It wants me straight, but I huddle up and curl
But I don't want to give up the fight
It's black or white, it's wrong or right
And I am just a girl...

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Until the water runs clear

Close your eyes, There, can you see it? The lens through which you judge the things I say. It's just like mine, if you can believe it Bu...