Palung Kerinduan

Dan di palung kerinduan, mataku nanar kehilangan jarak pandang. Ini tak mungkin diteruskan. Entas dari ini, atau mati tenggelam.

Degup di Dadamu

Aku ingin diam di dadamu, mendengar degup yang berbisik: "Janganlah kau menepi sebelum kita terikat dalam satu janji". Senandung yang selalu kau nyanyikan dalam diam, perlahan, pelan. Sesungguhnya aku mendengar dalam hingar kerinduan.

Rindu

Rinduku di penggal jarak... bukannya mati, malah tak terkendali beranak pinak.

Hujan

Mengertilah Hujan. Saya tahu kau cantik dengan bulir2mu yg jatuh di jendela... tp saya membutuhkan matahari hari ini....

Bisu tuli

Untuk apa puisi, kau tak mengerti. Seakan bisu dan tuli...

Puisiku

Puisiku suram, sekusam nisan pualam...

Know You No More

I could read you like a book,
Letter by letter.
I knew you by heart,
Your every scrap of thought .
We were inseparable,
Saw each other everyday.

But then I left.
I didn't have the choice;
And don't tell me we always have the choice;
We don't always have the choice.

When I came back
I saw you,
But didn't recognize you.
I knew you,
But didn't know you.

At least
Not anymore.

Loveless

My name is Breathless
I can’t breathe when you are near
My name is Memoryless
I have no memories, only fear
My name is Bondless
There can’t be a bond between you and me
My name is Friendless
I don’t have any friends as you can see
My name is Sleepless
I just stay awake and think of you
My name is Painless
There’s only emptiness and nothing you can do
My name is Tearless
There are no tears left to cry
My name is Trustless
Can’t trust anyone just want to die
My name is Skinless
There’s no outside to show me
My name is Nameless
There’s just nothing I can be
My name is Warless
I don’t want to fight
My name is Endless
I want to be forever by your side
But I will destroy everything we’ve built together

My name is Loveless...

Aku Pasrah pada Juni

Sudah cukup mengurai Rindu, dalam perdu Mei.
Aku Pasrah pada Juni
Sudah saatnya kelenjar airmata berhenti bekerja...

Si pembuat jejak...

Ini kesekian kalinya aku melihat jejak kaki di beranda rumah Beruntunglah hujan selepas pagi tak segera menyapunya... Haruskah aku mengikuti jejaknya satu persatu? Sayang hanya gerbang berduri dan jalan buntu yang menyapaku.
Maaf rumah ini tertutup untukmu... katamu...

Katanya

Ia memintaku untuk membaca tanda-tanda
Katanya: "Malam semakin lelah dan tua untuk dibaca..."

Aku berdiam, berharap melupakan suara-suaranya
Katanya: "Kau harus semakin dewasa melihat matahari..."
Dan katamu semakin tak tereja...

Matamu tak selesai kubaca

Matamu tak selesai kubaca, bait tawa dan goresan lara.
Setiap lembar tereja, berharap membaca "Belahan Jiwa Abadi" tertulis dengan namaku di sana...

Siapakah kau?

Siapakah kau?
Jika tak sudi memberi hati,
Janganlah meninggalkan sekelumit kata.Yang berbayang resah hingga malam menjelang.
Wahai Tuan yang pandai menilam kata...

Bintang Jatuh

Bintang jatuh tak mampu menaruh kasih. Hatinya terbentuk dari material debu semesta, dingin dan penuh serpih... Tak usah menunggu dan menghampirinya... karna wujudnya hanya akan membakar bumi dan siapapun yang menyentuhnya. Takdirnya adalah untuk melintas luas, mengelilingi semesta. Tak satupun galaksi bisa memilikinya...

Black Heart

My heart rips out of my chest when I see your smile
Then it burns with agony as it plum its into the poison from my brain
I take a knife & cut it out to release my from its pain
Covered with blood my black heart does beat
Why won't it stop?
Why the refusal of it's defeat?
To let it live would be a nightmare in all my confusion, yet it still beats strong
Why does my love feel so wrong?
So... here I sit, black heart in hand
Still living, yet dead & damned

The psychopath

If I had you in my arms right now,
I would love you-
With my clammy hand
curled round your mouth,
And a rusty knife pressed between your thighs,

You'd have no choice but to love me back.

If you don't like blue,
I can beat you black.
Just unlock your doors and
surrender your jaws,
Let me drill holes in your system.

I have cutlery,
I have nail files and
butcher's knives.

I'm dying for you to love me back.

Death

II'll find you...
In your last hour...
I'll find you...
Don't worry, i won't get lost...
I know the way...
I always know the way...

I'll save you...
Through pain and suffering...
I'll save you...

You're asking for what and why?
It's pointless...
There is no answer...
I'm the eternal judge...
I'm your destiny...
I'm Death...

You're tattooed

You're tattooed on my arm
so that I won't forget your name.
You're tattooed on my soul
therefore life will never be the same.

How could I ever focus
with your memory in my head?
how could I sleep at night
with your scent upon my bed?
How did I ever trap myself
inside such a dream.
Though this is all reality,
nothing is as it would seem.

You're tattooed on my arm
to show I belong to you,
and tattooed in my mind
with everything you do.

What is it that you do
that gets me this way?
What is it that you do?
What is it that you say?
Why do you do this to me?
Why can't I just shrug you off?
You take away my self control,
and conquer my every thought.

You're Tattooed on my arm,
my mind, soul, and heart,
to show that my love for you
was pure right from the start.

Tattoo

Scars and markings,
held as taboo.
Burns and cuts,
a worthless tattoo.

Symbols of cults,
of dreams and stories.
All shall halt,
no scars are drawings.

Religious and worshipped,
by the ones who are masked.
Each symbol, a prayer,
through skin that will rust.

Through wounds, red bleeds,
from veins of blue.
To deform a story,
create a tattoo.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

I came across this grief poem and thought that I would share it with you all, it is written by David Romano. I know that it is sad but I think it also gives hope and also helps us realise that we have never truly lost our loved one

When tomorrow starts without me,
and I’m not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn’t get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I’d have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I’d say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven’s gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, “This is eternity,
and all I’ve promised you”.
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day’s the same day,
there’s no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn’t do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you’re free.
So won’t you take my hand
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don’t think we’re far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I’m right here, in your heart.