Letter

Dear Floo,

You are the gatekeeper of your life, deciding what goes into – and comes out – of your castle. When anger or hate or negativity try to enter, pull up your drawbridge and engage it not. Anger, hate and negativity can not hurt you without your permission.


Do not let anger, hate or negativity dwell in your castle; they have no home in you.


Love,

~Floo~

Happiness


Money, Relationships, Jobs datang dan pergi dalam hidup. Aku suka menggunakan analogi roller coaster. "When you ride a roller coaster, it’s full of ups and downs."
Kadang-kadang kau memiliki semuanya, dan terkadang kau seperti tak memiliki apapun.

Money, Relationships, Jobs bisa diambil dari kita, hanyalah sebagian kecil dari hal-hal yang bisa membuat kita bahagia. Jika menurutmu kebahagiaan berasal dari itu semua, maka kau mungkin akan berakhir hidup dalam ketakutan salah satu dari mereka akan diambil.

Hidup selalu antara Ups and downs. Hidup ini penuh dengan keduanya. Aku tidak berpikir ini tentang memaksimalkan Ups dan meminimalkan Downs. Aku hanya berpikir bagaimana menerima kehidupan yang ditawarkan dengan antusias, hati yang terbuka dan sukacita.

Jangan menunggu untuk menurunkan berat badan, atau untuk meningkatkan berat badan, untuk memulai hidup sehat, untuk memulai pekerjaan baru, untuk menikah, untuk jatuh cinta, untuk mati, atau dilahirkan kembali... Untuk menjadi bahagia

Tidak ada waktu yang lebih baik untuk bahagia lebih dari sekarang.

Jadi... Hiduplah dan menikmati saat ini...

07:41

Floo : Sedih gk jelas…

Langit : Kenapa? hanya soal perasaan aja? Pasti ada pemicu…
Floo : Mungkin... kenapa saat kau menyukai kau pun harus merasa takut kehilangan…
Langit : Ya memang begitu, floo... cinta itu harus dirawat dengan rasa cemas
Floo : Cemas ini bikin gk enak... paranoid, terbawa perasaan… bukan seperti ini aku gak suka.
Langit : Dihadapi, floo.Caranya, melepaskan rasa cemas itu sebagai bagian dari rasa sayangmu, biasa begitu.. tapi dihadapi… Pelan-pelan juga akan berkembang menjadi kesadaran untuk menerima situasi apa pun yang bakal datang, aku sering berada dalam situasimu, floo... sampai pada sebuah kesimpulan, aku mengukur sayangku dari rasa sakit yang akhirnya kudapatkan
Floo : Harus aku hilangkan... atau aku biarkan aja seperti ini..?
Langit : Biarkan, dan siapkan dadamu menjadi tanah lapang untuk menerima situasi apa pun
Floo : I'm just scared...
Langit : Jangan takut, nanti aku temani
Floo : Hahaha… thanks ya…

Benci


Membencimu satu malam ini saja... dan esok pagi aku akan mencintaimu seperti biasa lagi.

Jarak



Tak ada yang lebih surga, kecuali saat kita begitu erat menghimpit jarak...

Hadiah Valentine

Paket itu ku terima pagi ini, kotak merah muda dengan seutas pita warna senada. Yaaah... kau membuatku berbunga.

“Halo Honey, hadiahnya sudah kuterima. Belum aku buka, aku ingin menelpon kamu lebih dulu... kau membuatku sangat bahagia."

"Hai sayang, Selamat Hari Valentine, kuberi kamu hadiah hatiku. Bukalah…” jawabnya di sebrang sana

Tak sulit membuka sebuah kotak... kotak hadiah valentine berisi jantung hati berwarna merah darah dengan denyut lemah.

Rindu


Rinduku di penggal jarak... bukannya mati, malah tak terkendali beranak pinak.

Hujan

Mengertilah Hujan. Saya tahu kau cantik dengan bulir2mu yg jatuh di jendela... tp saya membutuhkan matahari hari ini....

I'm a big apple pie...

By : a Pie

Hey, you! Yeah, you. I see you standing over there with the hungry look in your eye. Something bothering you? Something gnawing at your gut? Huh? You want a piece of me, is that it? You want a piece of me?

Oh, you do, do you? You think you're a big man, huh? You got a big mouth, I'll give you that, but do you have the guts? Well, you're going to have a belly full of me before this is over, that's for sure.

Oh, you're a real big man, all right. Real big. You know something? I don't think you've got the stomach for this kind of work. I think you're going to have to run and get somebody to help you. You're going to need five of your friends to finish me off. You bit off more than you can chew this time, buddy. I'm too much for just one man!

You want a piece of me, come get a piece, pal. You'll be lying down for a while after this, I'll tell you right now. Lying down moaning. You'll be feeling this tomorrow, big shot. I may look sweet, but don't let that fool you. I'm the kind of sweet that'll knock your friggin' teeth right out. I may look cherry, but I'm still too big for you.

What's that? What's that you got there? A knife? What, you going to cut me? You are, aren't you? You're going to try and cut me to pieces! Better make 'em little pieces, buster. A little piece of me is all you can handle, tough guy, with your big bad knife. Well, I been cut before, you can see that for yourself. I ain't afraid. Bring your little knife over here. You're going to need it if you want to get a piece of me. Ain't no other way for a guy like you who's too damn scared to use his hands.

C'mon. You want to find out what I'm made of? This is your big chance! Take a seat at the table, big boy! I'm servin' it up hot! C'mon! Step up to the plate, buddy!

Oh, yeah! Pow, right in the kisser! I'm up in your face now, you betcha. How you like that, huh? How you like that? Oh, you didn't like that, did you? Well, too bad, 'cause there's a lot more where that came from! Not such a big talker after a mouthful of me, are you? Looks like you got a bit more than you bargained for there, doesn't it?

Oh, now look at that. Did I mess up your nice white shirt? Huh? Did I? Well, don't start cryin' yet, pal, 'cause there's going to be a real big mess by the time you're done with me. It'll be a while before you get cleaned up. I'm going to put you down for a nice long nap. You'll be out for quite a while, I bet.

What? Fruity?! Who the hell you callin' fruity? And so what if I am, huh? Christ, I can't help the way I was made, goddamnit. And you know what? I was just minding my own business over here 'til you came over, man. I think you like it that I'm fruity. I think it makes you feel a little strange when you look at me.

That's it, isn't it? You want me. You came over here because, deep down in your gut, you want a piece of something fruity! I think you came looking for a little taste of something different, and now you can't handle it. Well, I may be fruity, but at least I'm no goddamn cream puff.

That's it. You're done! You're through! I was too much for you, wasn't I? Wasn't I? Admit it, pal, I was way too big for you. Well, you may think you're done with me, but I ain't done with you. Hope you didn't have any plans for tonight, 'cause I'm going to go right through you. I'm going to go through you like Sherman through Georgia.

Man, I wouldn't want to be you tomorrow morning...

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