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Pagi Milikku

Seharusnya aku sudah mandi dan bersiap kerja, seperti halnya orang-orang di luar. Tapi pagi ini rasanya malas sekali... JAMIROQUAI - Love Foolosophy , berteriak-teriak di sudut sana. Mengecup seperti pagi yang riang. Ah saya biarkan saja dia berteriak-teriak sampai serak... Saya sedang ingin memanjakan diri sejenak... mengingat-ngingat, menjilati bibir saya berharap masih ada rasa bibirnya melekat. Dulu saya selalu bilang, jika separuh hatimu pergi menghilang, menjauh, biarkanlah kadang pagi datang membawa rasa yang baru, rasa yang lebih segar, rasa yang lebih hangat...  
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Darkness

Darkness scares us.  We yearn for the comfort of light as it provides shape and form...  Allowing us to recognize, to define what's before us.  But what is it we're afraid of, really?  Not the darkness itself...  But the truth we know hides within.
That feeling of missing someone so much that it would almost feel better if they never existed... Do you ever find yourself suddenly missing someone so much that it takes your breath away? One minute you're fine, and the next, you're swamped with memories of them. Their voice, their laugh, the things they'd say—it all comes rushing back, and it's so intense it almost knocks you over. And the more you remember, the more you realize how much their absence has left you feeling hurt, hollow. So you force yourself to think about why they're gone, to keep yourself from falling apart....

Drink

Why do people drink alcohol it tastes disgusting? you don’t drink it for the taste. u drink shit like apple juice for the taste. you drink alcohol to get rid of the bad taste that every awful person in your life has left
It's okay floo… they didn’t believe in you. And maybe… they never will.  But the hardest part isn’t their doubt…  it’s knowing that you gave everything… and it still wasn’t enough.

Lost Somewhere or Just Living My life?

Oh... waaw.... Sepertinya saya sudah menjadi anak yang hilang, tersesat entah di mana.   Seiring bertambahnya usia, kita terlalu malas mengurusi urusan temeh, drama yang tidak jelas. Fokus pada perjuangan kita sendiri untuk menjadi manusia sehingga setiap momen rentan, mungkin akan berumur pendek dalam ingatan. Saat kamu mencapai tingkat dalam hidup menjadi baik-baik saja, kamu merasa tidak memerlukan apapun lagi. Tapi Kenyamanan itu yang justru menimbulkan kebosanan.     But Sometimes, sometime... I miss those feelings, the freedom, the goosebumps when you see a new place, the joy of traveling, breathing air to your heart's content... being my self.