reminder

- Aku sudah cukup bertahan selama 10 th ini

- Aku tidak mau hubungan yg hanya pagi selamat pagi dan malam selamat malam tanpa berusaha saling menghubungi di sela waktu yg lain

- Saat kamu punya waktu' kamu memilih kesibukan yg lain dari pd menghubungiku.

- Klo kamu merasa sakit hati (aku putusin) katamu obat hati dengan hati yg baru' kamu boleh punya pacar lagi. Karna aku sudah tidak mau...

You throw everything to my face... 

Aku terima semuanya... 

Drink

Why do people drink alcohol it tastes disgusting?

you don’t drink it for the taste. u drink shit like apple juice for the taste. you drink alcohol to get rid of the bad taste that every awful person in your life has left

Mencintai Terlalu Dalam

Kadang, ketika kita mencintai seseorang terlalu dalam, kau jadi lupa, bahwa engkau pun seorang yang istimewa. Dan itu, kelak, terasa menyakitkan.

~Langit Bara Lajuardi

"I didn’t break your heart. 

You broke it yourself. And in doing so, you shattered mine. 

That’s the thing about hearts, isn’t it? 

You guard yours so fiercely, thinking you’re keeping it safe. 

But all you’ve done is wound the ones who cared enough to stay. 

And now, you’re left holding the pieces, wondering why no one’s there to help you put them back together."

I’m staying because my HEART doesn’t know how to leave. 

I’m not waiting for a PROMISE or a GUARANTEE, 

I’m here because something in ME tells me it’s WORTH IT. 

I’m holding on not because I’m WEAK, but because HOPE is STRONGER THAN DOUBT. 

Maybe I’m a fool but if I loving her, means fighting for even the smallest chance then that’s battle I’m willing to face everyday. 

It’s not about what I get, it’s about what I feel and right now my HEART wants to stay it’s not about winning or losing it's about having the courage to stay

when walking away would be easier...

It's okay floo… they didn’t believe in you. And maybe… they never will. 

But the hardest part isn’t their doubt… it’s knowing that you gave everything… and it still wasn’t enough.

I want someone who stays because they can’t imagine life without me. 

I want someone who sees my worth in every moment, not just when it’s easy. 

I deserve a love that’s constant, that doesn’t falter through time or trials. 

Because real love isn’t just about being there… it’s about knowing they wouldn’t want to be anywhere else but by my side.

Broken Heart

Uhh.. never thought, at this age I would feel so broken

your heart is hurt... 

sometime it feels like the weight of it will never lift

like the ache is carved too deep to heal

but here's the true, you're stronger than the pain

every scar every tear is proof that you survived

it's oke to feel broken

it's oke to not have the answers

but remember, even the heavies storms pass

your heart will find it's way through the darkness

and went it does you will realise tha the hurt didn't break you

it make you stronger even when you didn't feel it

take your time

heal in your own way

because even the shattered hearts can still beat again...

Hurt

It’s okay to speak up. 

It’s okay to feel hurt and let it out. 

Some people are masters at twisting the truth, making you feel like you’re wrong for reacting.

They turn your pain into “drama,” make you doubt your own feelings, 

and paint you as “crazy” for simply defending yourself. 

But don’t let anyone silence your truth. 

You’re not overreacting… 

you’re just finally standing up for yourself.

Lupa Rasanya Patah

Yah... saat kericuhan mereda... sakitnya baru terasa. Seperti sesuatu yang diremas di dada.

Lupa rasanya patah...