Just Floo

Every single fucking day. You tell me that you love me. But you broke my heart. There are still holes left in my soul. Some pieces of me will never be restored. Nothing will ever change the way I feel. We've known each other forever. And if it weren't for your infidelity, I would've stayed here with you, For the rest of my life. But you made a mistake. Now you have to live with it. You aren't my soulmate. I wonder if soulmates even exist. I hope like hell that true love is real. All the time.

Ada beberapa artikel menarik yang penah aku baca, dan salah satunya ini... Informasi ini hanya sebagai kick start, untuk mendalami lebih jauh (search di internet, tanya psikolog indonesia, ahli ilmu sosial, tanya temennya yang kuliah di psikologi, sosiology, study gender (anak agung), budaya gay (anak agung). Sumber informasi adalah American Psychological Association mungkin berguna sekali buat kamu yang masih bimbang atau kurang percaya diri akan seksualitas kamu, tapi bagus juga disimak buat yang (merasa) sudah mengerti. 1. Apa yang Dimaksud dengan Orientasi Seksual? Orientasi seksual adalah ketertarikan emosional, romantik, seksual, atau rasa sayang yang bertahan lama terhadap orang lain. Orientasi seksual mudah dibedakan dari berbagai unsur seksualitas yang lain termasuk kebutuhan biologis, identitas jender (kesadaran psikilogis sebagai lelaki atau perempuan) dan peran-peran sosial berdasarkan jender (kepatuhan pada adat istiadat tentang perilaku lelaki atau perempuan). Orientasi s...

I had a conversation tonight that got me thinking about emotions and responsibility… I think that we sometimes give other people too much power when it comes to the way that we feel. In truth, only we can make ourselves feel any certain way. Thus, we should avoid words that victimize ourselves. We can not feel rejected, betrayed, misunderstood, manipulated, etc., because that emotion doesn’t arise from you but rather from your response to someone else. When you use these words, you are giving other people power over your emotions. According to Deepak, you’ll attract people into your life that evoke these feelings–creating a vicious cycle. You can, however, feel many other things–such as happy, or calm, or lonely… even jealous. You can genuinely feel lonely without another person making you feel that way. So, take responsibility for your emotions because it is very difficult to be happy without owning your emotions. Ask yourself, “What do I need in this situation?” If your needs...

Friendship is a strange thing--- we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives, things we don't even share with our families who raised us. But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel?... A friend is all these things...and more. No matter where we met, I call you friend. A word so small yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always written waiting to be read and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements, we may argue, we may concern one another, friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all. A part of me is put into my friends, some it is my humor, some it is my listening ear, some it is real life experiences, some it is my romanticism but with all, it is friendship. Friendships forged are a construct stronger than steel b...

Oh please just shoot me in the face....!!!

Maafkan aku jika kutabur sedihku di beranda ini Bukan ingin mencari perhatianmu atau sekedar ingin mengasihaniku Sebab akupun tak butuh dikasihani Akupun tak rapuh Tapi beginilah caraku melupakanmu Mengubur rasa di antara kenangan yang berlarian Sajak Rianti Tayu Syaf na'

aku menginginkanmu seperti keinginanku menyentuhmu, Aku lelah mencumbuimu dalam dunia maya, aku penat menantikanmu dalam semunya asa

you know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you're not part of it...

Everybody has problems. Everybody has bad times. Do we sacrifice all the good times because of them?

Twinkle twinkle lazy stars, kitna soyega uth ja yaar, up above the world so high, Sun has risen in the sky, uth ke jaldi pele chai, then call me and say hi.. Huahahahaha *mulai gak waras

She was underwater In the shadows Was it there, was it not? I stepped back A veil in front of my eyes The water was still and so was she I dove in with so little breath In truth I knew I was too late for death I had one chance I grasped her arm and floated upwards Wanting to stay below in the warm forgiving waters What have you done I screamed to the stars Then over to the shallow edge She was face down Smaller and more vulnerable than in life Her curls wet around her ears and neck Her dear profile at peace at last A finger in her throat sounded a click Her body still and blue Is this what death looks like? My love was supposed to protect her It didn’t My love was supposed to heal her It didn’t You had said don’t leave me And I begged you not to leave me We did.

l ife is full of hardships, millions of reasons to cry, loads of things to make us upset..sometims due to some reasons are really upset and think all the bad of our life…but don’t forget that this is our life..why we are always suffering due to things which happend in the past..due to this we destroy the time to enjoy our present..but if out try to forget…at least you will be happy in your future..past is past..never forget it…

Salah satu film favoriteku adalah film ini, bukan hanya ceritanya yang bagus tapi music yang ada didalam film ini bisa membuatmu merinding mendengarnya. Film yang sangat mengharukan, aku menangis saat akhir cerita. Jadi tidak ada salahnya bila aku ceritakan sedikit tentang film ini. Louis Connelly (John Rhys Meyers) adalah gitaris muda asal Irlandia yang sedang meniti karir sebagai anak band di New York. Namun cinta memang tidak berkasta dan bersuku, Louis dalam sebuah kesempatan, terlibat cinta kilat dengan dengan pemain cello bernama Lyla Novacek (Keri Russell) yang berasal dari keluarga konservatif yang ambisius. Namun hubungan mereka berakhir begitu saja, meski Louis masih jatuh cinta pada Lyla. Hasil hubungan keduanya melahirkan anak laki-laki bernama Evan Taylor (Freddie Highmore). Saat terlahir ke dunia, Evan ternyata diserahkan untuk diadopsi sang kakek yang tidak ingin karir Lyla terhambat. Evan kemudian tumbuh menjadi anak panti asuhan. Dia terobsesi menemukan orangtuanya. Ev...

The easiest thing I ever done was fall in love with her. Finding the right person is not really a matter of finding. It is more of a suprize then a search because if you are looking for the "one" you may find more disappointment than love. So my advice is enjoy the ride and don't let your goal of being loved influence you to fall for the wrong pair of arms. Be patient and have fun. When its the right person you will know... Life is short and love is precious. Don't fall for anyone that will make you anything less than happy. Love someone that will improve your life. Always remember that love is kind.

Take a second out to think about this: in your life you search and search for the right person for you. Every time you break up with someone you get one step closer to that person. You should look at moving on as getting closer to meeting the one. unknown Quietly forgiving and moving on is a gift to yourself. Very often a change of self is needed more than a change of scene. Arthur Christopher Benson When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. Helen Keller Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting...

“Coba lihat,” teriakanmu seketika memisahkan kepalaku dari lamunan yang tengah aku ciptakan bersama jendela dan atap bangunan menjulang yang nyaris sejajar dengan tinggi kita, “ bulannya sangat indah.” Kuikuti arah telunjukmu, menatap sesuatu yang kau sebut indah itu. Jujur, aku lebih suka bulan sabit, jauh lebih cantik. “Kau bayangkan, seandainya malam benar-benar menelan alam dengan hitam…” Oh, aku tahu sesuatu yang lebih pasti. Ielah suaramu yang hilang ditelan bebunyian kendaraan yang berlalu-lalang di belakang kita. Bagaimanapun, kita tidak sedang berada di kafe temaram atau longue yang sangat nyaman. Kau tahu, aku sempat frustrasi saat pertama kali kau mengajakku ke tempat ini. Dalam mimpi sekalipun, aku tak pernah berani memikirkan diriku duduk pada pembatas sisi jalan layang sambil berbincang dengan seseorang atau hanya sekadar menikmati malam. Terlalu berbahaya untukku. “Kebisingan dan sedikit ketegangan di sini akan memberimu kedamaian dalam bentuk lain,” meski kutahu kau han...

Aku telah membaca novel Parfum beberapa tahun ke belakang dan filmnya tahun lalu. Sekalipun dah agak lama rasanya gak terlalu basi kalo aku ceritain dikit tentang film ini. Mungkin kamu berpikir bahwa dari sebuah parfume kamu tidak akan bisa menghubungkannya dengan film. Salah satu alasannya adalah bahwa keduanya memberikan semacam dua sensasi yang berbeda. Parfum adalah sensasi yang berbau. Film adalah sensasi yang didengar dan visual - gambar dan suara. Hampir mustahil menghubungkan kedua pengalaman indrawi dapat disatukan. Film ini bercerita tentang seorang anak Jean-Baptiste Grenouille (Ben Whishaw), seorang anak laki-laki yang lahir dengan pencium rasa yang sangat tajam dan menjadi terobsesi berbagai macam bau, berlatar abad 18. bertempat di Paris. Lahir di kota yang penuh belatung-pasar ikan, Grenouille yang ditinggalkan oleh ibunya di tempat pembuangan ikan yg berbau busuk, gak jelas siapa ayahnya dan seorang ibu yang bekerja sebagai pembersih ikan (film ini tidak terlalu banya...

The past, the good parts and bad, is there for a reason, every element of it has had a hand in who I am today. I am to into reminiscing to leave everything in the past. The present is excellent, and I usually love enjoying it, but there are certain times where it’s just better if I have something to distract myself with other then what’s happening at the present time. And I think about the future WAY to much to ever stop. The future is such a grand mystery, and I take pleasure in trying to figure out parts of that mystery, or at least have a basic plan for my life. I guess I plan to much to leave the future in the future. This is as close as I’m ever going to get to this goal which is why I give up. I’m just not cut out to be someone who lives in the moment all the time, more like when it’s appropriate, I can get very caught up in a moment, but sometimes I just can’t get myself to do it. Ok, I’m now officially rambling. Good luck to you all! Just because I can’t, or maybe don’t want t...

Dalam teori, perkawinan selalu diromantisasi. Lembaga itu di ibaratkan sebagai jenjang kehidupan yang manis. Puncak dari pertemuan dua hati yang digetarkan arus listrik yang senada. Sepasang manusia saling tertarik. bukan sekedar untuk bersahabat. mereka ingin sayang menyayangi, kasih mengasihi, bela-membela dan jangan lupa bercinta secara bebas. Dalam ikatan perkawinan permainan asmara tidak menjadi dosa dan kejahatan. Seks tidak menjadi kotor tetapi kebutuhan rohani yang dihalalkan. Untuk melindungi hasrat sepasang merpati ini, diperlukan pengesahan ritual dan proteksi hukum. Orang yang setuju menikah adalah sepasang manusia yang ingin hidup bersama, membentuk rumah-tangga dengan pembenaran secara legal, kultural, dan ritual. Dalam ikatan kawin, pasangan itu kemudian bebas bermain asmara sepuas-puasnya dan juga aman dari gangguan pihak ketiga dengan jaminan hukum. Pokoknya enak.... Tetapi itu teori. Di dalam prakteknya, kata lain.... Seorang lelaki yang sudah kawin kepalanya tidak la...

".. are you sure don't want to know me first, before you think you can mess with me....?"

This was never the way I planned, not my intention I got so brave, drink in hand, lost my discretion It's not what I'm used to, just wanna try you on I'm curious for you caught my attention I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong, it felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it No, I don't even know your name, it doesn't matter You're my experimental game, just human nature It's not what good girls do, not how they should behave My head gets so confused, hard to obey I kissed a girl and I liked it The taste of her cherry chapstick I kissed a girl just to try it I hope my boyfriend don't mind it It felt so wrong, it felt so right Don't mean I'm in love tonight I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it Us girls we are so magical Soft skin, red lips, so kissable Hard to resist, so touchable ...