Hurt, broken, is an understatement. My whole life came to a halt. How did this one person have so much power over my mood. I don't understand how I lost myself. I tried to forget I tried to let go I tried to do no contact but each day got harder and harder. 

There wasn't one moment where I saw the light at the end of the tunnel. So I contacted her and I've lowered my standard for her. I became this person I don't even know. I was believing what she was saying instead of seeing her actions for what it was. Do I still see her? Yes. She's like a drug now. When she calls my heart flutters my face smiles. When I don't hear from her I'm low super low, when she doesn't answer I immediately cry because I feel like she'll never come back. But more because who am I why am I this girl now? What is wrong with me

One more day, one last look Before I leave it all behind And play the role that's meant for us 

That said we'd say goodbye

One more night by your side where our dreams collide and all we have is everything 

And there's no pain there's no hurt, there's no wrong, it's all right.

If I promise to believe, will you believe? that there's nowhere that we'd rather be, nowhere describes where we are.

I've no choice, I love you, you wave goodbye.

And all I ever wanted was to stay and nothing in this world gonna change.

Never wanna wake up from this night, never wanna leave this moment, waiting for you only.

Never gonna forget every single thing you do, when loving you is my finest hour.

Leaving you, the hardest day of my life, I still breathe, I still eat and the sun it shines the same as it did yesterday but there's no warm, no light I feel empty inside

But I never will regret a single day, I know it isn't going to go away.

Ahh... aku terlalu tua untuk merasa sepatah ini, dan lucunya semua ini salahku.

Akhirnya dia pun menyerah dan pergi...

Betapa buruknya perasaan ditinggalkan tanpa bisa memperbaiki kesalahanmu, sama sekali tak ada kesempatan untuk kembali.